.Saturday, April 30, 2005
sorry - is all that i can say
my love,
i dun noe what to say and what to do
sometimes words cannot express my heart.
but what i can tell you is that i won't break your heart, again.
at least i'll try my best not to.
to see you hurt by me is the worst feeling i can get.
while i wanted to just hug you and tell you how i feel
i was afraid of being pushed away. again.
i'm glad you chose to keep me with you.
despite trying to be someone i'm not.
we won't quarrel,
we won't fight.
i don't want us to do those things. anymore.
everyday i thank the Heavens
for sending their angels to guide me to you.
im really glad i found someone like you.
you turn my sorrows into joy.
your my sunshine in the storm.
your my support when i fall.
my warmth when i am cold.
you're the biggest part of me.
i'm sorry for everything i've done.
if only we could turn back time,
i would not hurt your heart.
babee, i love you.
and because of this,
i'll hold onto you forever.
*muahh
xoxo
sarah
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.Wednesday, April 27, 2005
45!!
class politics finally surfaced. haii..
nothing i can do about it anymore.
hehe.. guess what?
IT'S EXACTLY ONE WEEK TILL SYF!!
everyone let's panic together..
haha.. we had greeeeaaaat exposure today mann..
went down to serangoon jc after school with all the other choir peeps for some exchange thingie..
and you know something? nanyang jc is very very good lahh..
they are like WOAH!! it's really amazing..
the atmosphere there was pretty tense
and the moment i went onto stage after ny's performance, i was shivering..
a lot of people were lahh..
stage fright. i wonder how we're gonna handle it on syf day
great experience.
we took a bus attempting to get home
and let me complain about something..
janice and i were supposed to take the bus to harbour front but due to communication breakdown, i got down at koven mrt.. so she stayed on the bus saying that she'll wait for me when she reaches.. i reached there at about 5.55pm and i saw no janice. haha.. so i waited and waited and waited. met weird people. bought orange juice and waiting somemore.. thank goodness that marc called to keep me company.. hai.. and i waited.. oh mummy, it felt like forever.she finally came
AFTER 45 MINUTES!! and haha.. YAY!! took 963 back and so many funny things happened on the way home.. luckily i have company.. if not i'd just die.
tomorrow got personal grooming!! (: haha..
see ya!!
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.Sunday, April 24, 2005
missing you
oh goodness me..
you noe something?
today i just suddenly had this feeling..
this very very sad feeling...
i miss all my mgs people!! :(babes!! where are you girls man..
i miss you all.. so so much..
sherrt/jess: hey we have to have to go out.. since the last time you peeps went out you forgot all about me.. heh. fine i was grounded.. i miss you tonnes lahh girls. must go jump on the gym mats again ya?
ky: euniceeee.. same church now that im backk but i seldom get to go out with you.. it's like we're just sitting there listening to the word of God. (: but we have to go out shopping!! (:
penny: GIRL! i've left city harvest.. and we hang out so little now.. it's like so far.. yet we stay so near.. hai.. must go out and eat all the junk there is on this earth, pig out.. so shopping for your colourful undies and all.
milene: yoyo.. i've known you for like wad.. 10 years?! this is the 11th year.. and your no longer in singapore.. how are you doing downunder girl? i miss you a lot.. we used to go shopping and you're the only one shopping while i just carried your stuff for you.. hai.. come back soon!!
jaime/sam/yijie: eh? my talk rubbish buddies.. we'll go out one day ok? let's go sun tanning or something. (: yijie.. you're in pjc but i don't see you anywhere.. you two!! oeih!! call me out when you girls are free alright?
4b4'04: *whines* i miss the cosy corner.. how we used to bully mr ling.. how we changed the teachers. how we proved that we're different from the 4b4s before us.. how we used to go for toilet parties as a class.. how we slacked around. played games during pe.. sang stupid songs as a class.. screamed around class.. locked each other out.. :( i miss those days.
i miss my original 05A02!! :(lysa. celestine. suzanne. serene. jessie. vanessa. evelyn. sherlyn. liz. dominique. clara!!. si hui. janie. joe. sam. landy. wei zhong. kah wee. chervin (apparently). hong sheng. peilin. daniel. priscilla. the rest are in my class now!!
some are irritating.. which you noe who you are.. but we formed the perfect class. the best class in pjc..
sighh.. where are you guys? some of you are in pjc.. but we rarely see each otherrrr... *WHINES*
i miss my babee boy too!!
nothing much happened today.. did work...
talked a lot..
worried a lot..
and er..
did a lot of rubbish.
slept a lot..
hai..
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.Saturday, April 23, 2005
yesterdayyy
yesterday during j1 assembly..
mr kwek was telling us that he should remain the school as PENGUIN JUNIOR COLLEGE!! (: which is personally think is very cute.. haha..
yeahh.. so we had the class managers and assisstant class managers going onto stage..
was quite a slack day.. and we were thinking of class bags..
but some people may not agree..
since the stupid jersey is so difficult to get due to the common nice colours.
yeah.. had gp and choir..
choir was damn tough and we had to walk around the school in gowns..
haha.. and some choir peeps we quite pissed at the touch ruggers..
but all was fine after that la.. at least on the surfaces.. i was pissed to so i can't blame them..
ohoh and we were just told on FRIDAY NIGHT that there would be a second syf audition on SATURDAY MORNING at 8am.. stress lahh.. so unfair also
yeahh.. then after that went home and babee had dinner at my house..
and he trained me up to be a good housewife.. making me wash the dishes..
its called training and im not complaining..
TODAY.. i went to school late. haha..
i just got a message at 7 that practice was at 7.. bahh..
i reached at 7.30am.. which is not bad already lahh (:
then we had to sing with like one sop, one alto, one base, one tenor.
hai.. no one knows the results yet..
haha.. yup.. then went to babeee's house to study after heading down to macs..
and i had lunchie with his momma and papa.. they're quite nice..
but they looked scary.. therefore LOOKS
ARE DECEIVING!!
yup.. they sent me home for dinner and i brought boo backk
'cos connie's leaving soon. :( yeah.. so yup..
im here.. and im sleepy..
*YAWNS*
[MArccc : YooHoo! %^ ) ]
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.Thursday, April 21, 2005
im backk
IT'S BEEN A LONG LONG TIME
and now im backk!! (:
been really busy with school and all that..
and apparently.. really disappointed that the stupid singapore government decided to go on with the casino crap..
some "uniquely singapore" when all they do is copy other country's ideas on tourism..
oh wells..
there's really a lot that happened. good and bad.
oh and it's good and bad 'cos i'll be pretty busy with choir and syf and all that stuff
and i really have to prioritise and do all the things that i need to do
and continuous keep my mind of things.
and definitely not think too much.
boo's not with me anymore.. she's with marc and his family (:
i hate thursdays..
it's like we have breaks at like 9 and 10.30 and no break all the way till 3.30.
it really sucks lahh.. but i survived today..
which is a good thing.. i was supposed to go down to farrer park to cheer my babeee on for rugby..
but the sky was threatening to fall and collapse and start pouring so i didn't go
but guess what? IT DIDN'T RAIN!!
but it's alright. my presence would just make him stressed up again..
and then i'm sure he'll play a lot bwetter than if i were there.
we had a lot of work piling up now..
and it's really getting stressful but im glad i got people around me continuously encouraging me
i miss mgs.. 05A02. charmaine. ahhh.. first three months!!
picked a fight with this guy in my class..
it really isn't good to tell people the right way to behave.
he shows absolutely no respect.
and WHAT?! asked me to shut up and do my work.
idiot. humph! it's ok.. im good now.. really tired.
this is really a messed up blog entry
i shall be backk and type properly soon onwards.
im happy 'cos im meeting charmaine next tuesday!!
i miss her lots.
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.Wednesday, April 13, 2005
sorry about that
it's been a long long time since i last updated..
my two trusty computers at home have decided to crash on me..
haha.. so im borrowing my dahling's laptop..
so i can't really update a lot now..
there's really nothing much to update..
the normal mundane going to school.. tutorials and lectures..
but one thing good is that i've found a study buddy and a motivational buddy!! (:
yup.. someone i can actually study with without getting distracted
and start talking about senseless gossips..
yup!! i promised a whole lot of people that i will study hard..
and do the marathon run instead of sprinting just at the last minute..
so i won't be updating very often 'cos of my stupid computers at home..
so i'll be back soon ya? when they're fixed..
so take loads of care alright?
ciao.
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.Friday, April 01, 2005
many days!!
i can't really remember wad happened on the 27th.. so haha.. it shall be skipped..
280305!! (: HAPPY ONE MONTH DAHLING!! babee >> hey!! it's been one month and many many more months to go!! i am really glad i found you in the big mass of pjc.. your really really different from other guys.. and that's a good thing alright?! though it's been only one month.. we've gone through a lot of ups and downs and what not? all the crap we get in school.. and all the rumours.. but im glad you stood by me through it all.. i really thank God that He gave me you. <3 love yoooou!!
yup.. it was orientation day 3.. goodness, we were introduced to our ct.. and i had the deadliest of the deadliest of all.. 05S01!! they are triple science lahh.. it proves they are smart.. but wad really irritated me was that they didn't think about other people's feelings before saying things.. hai.. but it sorta got better once wee keat talked to them about all the stuff lahh.. had outdoor games and all.. i had fun.. though i didn't play.. kenneth and i spent most of our time running away.. they had fun too.. which is good.. had mass dance and fun dance.. and we totally wrecked the dance lahh.. oh wells.. but all's well.. it's my one month and i was so looking forward to spending a lot of time with my boy.. but guess what? we had to do some darn cip thingie and it was already 7.30pm!! goodness me.. he's so sweet 'cos he waited for me!! (: yup.. we went for dinner.. and went to buy boo (hamster) some new sand and she's going to move to meet her aunties soon ya? haha.. yup.. went home and showered.. man i stink.. haha..
290305!!had the last day of orientation.. had to do the mascot and all.. and 05S01 was getting better except for a cocky few.. but that's the world for you mann.. you try to hard and they don't appreciate it.. had mass dance and fun dance again.. and it's was quite sian.. and i miss 05A02 ok? yup.. then we had the finale.. when woahh!! everyone was like how hyped up and all.. and it was a blast lahh.. must thank the o1 people for coming down to help out also.. and it ended well.. but im gonna miss aaron, yu zhuang, mike and carmen.. they left to go to poly!! hai.. miss them lahh.. then went home and showered.. so tired and konked out on the bed lahh.. haha.. it was a good day!!
*to be continued!!*
have to go to grandaunt's birthday partae!! she's funky ok?! haha
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